Millerville

abc easy as 123

2012-02-16T20:50:00.000-05:00

Natalie's been really into tracing lately. She's gotten good too! We've been working on her name as well as her ABC's, 123's and shapes. She especially likes when I dot the letters out and she can connect the dots. She's got the whole alphabet above. Can you find all 26 letters?

New

2012-02-15T22:08:00.001-05:00

Not only was Natalie was sporting some new shades and munching some new snacks (thank you BJ's), but she also started a new speech class. This morning was her first class at the public school. She did great, as always. We're still going to keep her with the private speech, so this will give her 2 days of practice.

Love Day

2012-02-14T22:19:00.008-05:00

Happy Valentine's Day!

We had such a nice day! Natalie and I worked on her valentines over the weekend - adorable owl ones (thanks to Pinterest). She had lots of fun making them too.

Today was a school day, and Natalie brought her Valentines for her school friends. She came home with lots of fun treats! I think she was on a sugar high all day :) After a pizza lunch, we went to a friend's house for another Valentine party with more friends. And more sugar.

After our party, we came home and made dinner to take to friends and their new baby :) I love meeting new babies! Sweet Ellison is beautiful, just like her big sister Brynlee. Natalie and Brynlee played, snacked and watched TV while Steven and I visited and loved on the baby.

It was definitely a jam-packed Valentine's Day, but we had fun! Natalie passed out before 8 and I got to watch a movie with my Valentine. Good day, good day.

Sweet Sleeper

2012-02-09T00:01:00.001-05:00

Texas!

2012-02-02T17:58:00.004-05:00

This post is over a week behind, but we had so much fun in Texas, I wanted to share :) And they're in random order *sorry!

Natalie and Bailey - the red hair not only matches, but their fiery personalities are so similar! They can really relate to each other!

Natalie found this fun playground at a super fun mall

Steven and Austin were watching Natalie's 3D movie - it was pretty cool!

At that same mall, there was a carousel - one of the girl's favs!

Everytime we drive to Texas I try to catch a picture of Millerville Road in LA -

yay for finally catching it!

Another fun ride at the Woodlands mall

We also had a fun dinner at Firehouse - Natalie especially liked the fire hat (0f course)!

We got a great Groupon deal for a new restaurant - it was all organic! We each got an organic, dairy-free milkshake (that was filled with lots of taste, actually)!

Natalie trying out the 3D TV too

We had such a nice trip! All 3 of us were healthy, so we got to enjoy all of the family! We spent time hanging out with Nana and Papa in addition to Mimi, Poppa, Austin and the rest of the gang. We ate some yummy food, played at the park almost every day, and just enjoyed taking a road trip.

Jammies

2012-02-02T17:42:00.001-05:00

Tuesday was pajama day at school!

Texas road trip in pictures

2012-01-27T08:13:00.001-05:00

New Year

2012-01-23T21:07:00.003-05:00

Happy Chinese New Year!

Welcome year of the dragon!

LIVE!

2012-01-22T22:12:00.005-05:00

Yesterday was a special day for us! Steven and I became Dave Ramsey fans after starting Financial Peace University in 2010. Some friends of ours just finished FPU and invited us to go to his live event. My parent's were also interested in attending FPU and met us there.

We had a blast! It was 5 hours and I think we laughed for 4 1/2 hours of those. My cheeks hurt after we left! Steven and I really enjoyed the 13 weeks we "spent" with him during FPU and this was such a great refresher/encourager. We are still on Baby Step 2 - paying off debt - and seeing Dave - we're on a first-name basis ;) - got us even more excited to work on paying off that debt, with gazelle intensity. My parents ended up signing up to attend FPU starting next week and I'm so excited for them! Going through it has really changed Steven and I - not just the budget aspect (which has certainly been transformed), but also our communication and our spending habits.

After the live event, Steven and I picked up Natalie (who had stayed with our friend Kerrie and family), and then went to our friends house for a late dinner. It was so fun to listen to Dave and then hang out with friends who love him like we do!

2012-01-21T19:29:00.000-05:00

How can we resist this face? Especially when she asks for donuts for breakfast? Daddy sure can't, so they went out and got donut holes! And Mommy can't resist either when this sweet face asks for her chocolate sprinkle donut. With a smile like that, we'd pretty much give her anything ;)

Puzzle

2012-01-20T22:17:00.004-05:00

One of my favorite blogs is Kelly's Korner - her daughter Harper is a little younger than Natalie, and I enjoy reading all about her spunkiness (very similar to Natalie's), and her newest daughter Hollis. Today on Kelly's Korner is all about adoption fundraising. If you're new here, we started our fundraiser we had been chosen by Jack's birthparents and knew we would have fees to pay ASAP. Even though that situation didn't work out, we know that we will adopt again and want to remain debt free for this adoption.

We have about 100 pieces sponsored so far. In September some friends hosted a Crop For Adoption fundraiser for us, which was really fun! Visit this previous post for more information.

first dentist visit

2012-01-19T20:58:00.006-05:00

Natalie had her first dentist visit today and she was awesome!

We went to our favorite dentist. My whole family sees her, she's just the sweetest!

While we were waiting, she read her PowerPuff Girls book she had brought.

She first had some X-Rays. The little cover was bigger than she was. She looked adorable with just her little feet sticking out. She held so still, and was very cooperative.

Sandy was the best hygienist! She was very calm and gentle. Natalie got her teeth cleaned with cookie dough flavored toothpaste.

Because she was such a big girl, she got a whole bag of treats - toothbrush, toothpaste, floss, toys and chocolate.

So proud of you Natalie :)

and jump roping

2012-01-18T20:35:00.001-05:00

hopskotching...

2012-01-17T20:25:00.003-05:00

Beauty Beast!!!

2012-01-16T23:25:00.001-05:00

We saw it in the movie theater! I thought Natalie was going to burst she was so excited. After speech and lunch we met Kerrie, Hannah and Dalton at Carmike. I tried to get a cute picture of the kiddos after the movie and this was what I got. Ha!

Choosing to SEE

2012-01-13T21:37:00.006-05:00

I finished Mary Beth Chapman's book this week.

Wow.

It was tough.

But good.

Really sad.

But inspirational.

There were parts that I just couldn't read. I couldn't see all of the words through my tears, and I could feel her pain on the paper. It was hard on my heart. The loss of Jack in our family in no way compares to her loss of sweet Maria. But, I can understand that feeling of loss. Of missing and longing. Of not understanding "why", but trying really hard to trust and believe. Mary Beth takes comfort in knowing Maria is with Jesus. She is in the perfect place. I pray that Jack is safe, loved, and happy.

It was hard to read too because I have sisters and brothers adopted from China. Its hard to think that in the blink of an eye, in the moment of an accident, lives can change completely. Her words reminded me once again that God doesn't make mistakes. As hard as it is to see or understand, her Maria was meant to be here for just a few short years. Our Jack was meant to be with us for a few short days.

It was definitely hard to read as a mom, and adoptive mom, and a big sister. But it was worth the tears. Mary Beth talks about how hard the grieving process is, how hard life just is. But we can do hard. God gives us the strength to do hard. But, in the end, we can do hard when we choose to SEE.

Smiley

2012-01-11T22:08:00.001-05:00

Sunday Song - Be Still

2012-01-08T21:43:00.001-05:00

It's so loud

I just can't seem to slow this down

I need you more than ever now

Let the silence be the only sound

Your glory

becomes the only thing I see

Your beauty brings me to my knees

the awe that you inspire in me

Makes me wanna be still

so still you can hear breathing in

so still you can hear me breathing out

let your calm descend upon me now

So now

i stand before you broken down

my feet upon this holy ground

i can feel your presence all around

I hear you whisper softly

I hear you speaking to me

i hear you, in the silence you call my name

I wanna be still

so still you can hear me breathing in

so still you can hear me breathing out

let your calm descend upon me now

I wanna be still

be still

back to school

2012-01-06T23:38:00.004-05:00

Today, Natalie and I went with my mom and Liam to drop this sweet face off at school. I think the Christmas break went way, way too fast! I can't believe she's already half way through her Junior year. She's so close! And, we're so proud of her!

*Funny side story: on the way home we got a little comedy relief when my mom got a flat tire I-75 driving back from Macon. That wasn't that funny, but watching us try to change the tire probably was! Thankfully, a nice (not creepy) man stopped to help us followed quickly by a police officer and then my dad. While this was going on we did our best to keep Liam and Natalie happy (thanks to snacks and candy) in the car. I had visions of Natalie playing in the traffic or something crazy!

No Band-Aids!

2012-01-05T23:56:00.002-05:00

Poor Natalie has this cough that has been lingering and lingering and lingering some more. We're talking since before Thanksgiving! She's had a couple rounds of antibiotics and we've added a nebulizer to our mix. Yesterday we went back to the doctor and the poor girl had to have 2 shots. To make matters worse, we had to go back today for 2 more. She did great despite 4 shots! She was just really mad that the nurse put band-aids on her owies! The moment we were in the car they had to come off! Silly girl!

So, we came home with a couple more antibiotics and it looks like a pharmacy in our kitchen. But if it makes the girl better, bring it on... as long as no band-aids are involved!

And, the new princess doll was totally earned after all those shots!

potty dance

2012-01-04T21:25:00.000-05:00

Yep, we are so doing the potty dance over here!

I mean, this girl is like a potty machine!

Last Tuesday we had the whole week of mostly being home ahead of us. We really only planned exciting things like getting a new roof, cleaning, and eating. So, I thought, let's potty train this girl! I read up on a few how-to's that mentioned looking for "signs" they are ready: being interested in other us using the potty (she was not), wanting to wear big girl underwear (she loved her diapers), etc. But I thought, what the heck, its Christmas break, lets go for it. Boy did I underestimate her "readiness"! Tuesday, the first day, we had a few accidents, a few near hits and about 1 good hit. Wednesday was a little better. Thursday we were out for most of the day and she wore a pull-up and did try to go wherever we went. But, Friday! Wow! She woke up telling me she had to go, after staying dry all night. That set the precedent for the day. She would run to the potty saying she had to "make peepee water". I heard her a few times telling herself she "couldn't peepee in her panties", something I told her a few times. We spent the weekend with my parents for New Years, and not.one.accident! Nothing!

I'll probably jinx us, but she has not had an accident since Friday. She's even dry overnight. She's been wearing trainers so far, but we recently got some adorable Gymboree undies :) I'm so, so, so proud of her, but a little sad. I like to call her my "newborn" and diapers were the last thread I had to her newbornness. She has become such a big girl and Steven and I are so proud of her. Thanks for letting me brag on our sweet girl for a bit ;)

a new year

2012-01-03T22:03:00.006-05:00

I'm a few days late in posting a "New Year's" resolutions/year in review post, other than to share our fun pictures from the weekend. So, here's what I've got...

I'm ready for a new year. For Steven and I 2011 was a year of high highs and low lows. We weathered a lot in 2011 and came out better for it, as individuals, as a couple, and as a family. Many of you prayed with us during the low of lows and celebrated our highs. Thank you! I feel, at times, like I was stretched in my faith and my faith is stronger for it. I questioned God quite a few times last year, and he may not have answered in the way I would have liked, but he was there all the time. Through it all. Good and bad. And I thank Him for that.

We're excited about what 2012 has in store for us. In the past I haven't really made resolutions, or if I have, I don't stick with them. In my head I've thought of goals that I'd like to do/achieve. So that I'll have them in writing and out in the Internets, thus encouraging me to stick to them (and remember them), here's a few biggies:

Continue to strengthen my relationship with God. Just because things are going well now, I don't want to get complacent.
Of course, I pray that there is a new member of our family coming to us in 2012. More importantly, I pray for God's will for our family. I am also excited to meet my new brothers, Colin and Wezley! I pray that they arrive home safely, and soon.
I need, need, need to get in better shape. I need to get my PCOS under control. This one is usually on my "to-do" new year list, but I feel the need for it this year. I need to do it for me first, but also for my family. I want to be a healthy mom to Natalie. A good example for her.
Declutter, organize, keep the house clean! I've been working on a cleaning schedule, which has helped me and also satisfied my love of list making.
Continue on our financial peace course. I am so encouraged by what we accomplished in 2011, which has pushed the momentum into this year. We're ready to tackle more debt!

Welcome 2012!

A fresh start.

We can take the experiences from last year,

learn from them, and move on.

Lets go!

2012-01-02T23:05:00.007-05:00

Our New Years Eve and Day included:

Silliness

Sleeping

More silliness

Cuddling

Lots and lots and lots of gaming

Fireworks

Cheesin'

Even more silliness

Just downright goofiness

And a lot of love!

Happy New Year!!

hiccup...

2011-12-30T20:51:00.000-05:00

has come to Millerville...

Christmas 2011

2011-12-29T23:33:00.009-05:00

We had a wonderful Christmas! How blessed I am! It was such a joy to watch Natalie this Christmas. She was so much more aware of everything and got a kick out of all of the fun we had. We talked a lot this year about what Christmas was all about - Natalie had her own nativity set and could quickly pick out baby Jesus. She was all about celebrating baby Jesus' birthday, though she did look for the usual cupcakes we celebrate any birthday with! She also knew who Santa was and was fearless (as usual) around him. She met a couple this year, but I don't think she really got the magic of him coming to our house and bringing her a surprise. Christmas morning she woke up looking for him. He wasn't hear, but he did leave a fun surprise, come cookie crumbs, a note and a bit of carrot the reindeer's didn't eat. The 3 of us had a great Christmas morning opening gifts, eating our traditional coffee cake, and enjoying each other. It was certainly a dragon Christmas for Natalie and she was so excited! Around noon we went to my parents for more Christmas fun. Santa brought the kiddos a Wii which was a h.u.g.e hit (with the kids and the men folk). We spent Christmas night with them. We did a lot of gaming and after Christmas shopping :)

Merry and Bright

2011-12-25T11:23:00.000-05:00

Merry Christmas!
Love,
Steven, Sarah and Natalie

How to make reindeer food

2011-12-24T19:33:00.001-05:00

1. Add oats to your own bag. We added lots to make all of the reindeers happy.

2. Add glitter to the bag. We added lots of sprinkles to make the girl happy.

3. Shake, shake, shake the bag. Shake it like a polaroid picture ;)

4. Get really excited!!

Winter Bucket List

2011-12-23T20:00:00.001-05:00

We're working on our Winter bucket list and
checking off activities left and right!

*Making Candy Cane ornaments - which never made it to the tree, since Natalie took it apart right after I took the picture - Ha!

*Riding a horse drawn carriage around the square in Covington.

*Looking at Christmas lights. We got an ice cream treat first, and she's actually loving on her ice cream. Ice cream makes her giddy!

*Decorating our (foam) gingerbread house.

I didn't get pictures for everything, but we've also volunteered together, made fire(pit) s'mores, filled stockings, and made reindeer food. Tomorrow, we're decorating our cookies for Santa :)

In addition to our list, we've also done some other fun things:

*Hanging out with Santa.

*Walking in a parade with the kids school.

Angel Tree

2011-12-22T23:23:00.001-05:00

My dining room table is happy again and full of gifts for Angel Tree families. I blogged about my happy table last year too. Now all 20 of those gifts are happily in the homes of 10 children. Natalie and I delivered some of the gifts and it was so great to see her so happily helping and giving the gifts. She never even asked if they were for her. She just happily loaded and then unloaded our car. She even happily waited patiently when our car wouldn't start, while sitting in one of the Angel Tree families driveways. She also clapped with joy with me when (after a jump) our car started and we made it to get a new battery for it.

All of these gifts have been prayed for, just like the children who received them. We pray that through these gifts, those 10 children (and their families) will feel the love that we have for them pales in comparison to the love Christ has for them.

Birthday x2

2011-12-21T20:14:00.000-05:00

Last Wednesday was my birthday. The big 3-2 (gasp)! I had a wonderful day celebrating with Steven and Natalie, and a surprise visit from my dad. I had so many nice wishes, I was really feeling the love. On Sunday, we celebrated again with my family. It was another wonderful day! Katelin was home from school and it feels like it had been years since I've seen her! She and the kids decorated the kitchen with Angry Birds (my fav). I'm so blessed and thankful for my family.

My attempt to get a picture of the kiddos together :)

micnic

2011-12-20T23:01:00.002-05:00

in December,
with a song and dance,
fun!

like mother, like daughter

2011-12-17T18:00:00.000-05:00

Once upon a time my mom had this adorable clown ornament. He had arms, legs, a whole body. When I was little I really liked it. I liked touching it and holding it. One day I accidentally dropped it. Another day I dropped it again. Now, the poor guy only has a head. He still sits in my parents tree (out of my reach).

Now that I am a mommy and have a little girl who also loves ornaments. A certain Barbie one in particular. For a few days Barbie moved around the tree (and the house). Then, she had a little accident. Poor, poor Barbie.

I think Natalie and I will leave the decorating to Steven next year!

Christmas party girl

2011-12-16T21:00:00.000-05:00

Yesterday was Natalie's last day of school before Christmas break. AND, it was her Christmas party. We had lunch with her classmates, teachers, and parents. She was super happy to have her favorite foods - pizza, Chick-fil-a nuggets, applesauce, cookies and coke. What more could the girl ask for? Being the social butterfly she is, she passed out quite a few cookies to her teachers and others :)

Her class sang the blessing before we ate, and I was so impressed that Natalie knows most of the words. Her face cracks me up too!

Christmas

2011-12-15T23:27:00.009-05:00

I just love decorating for Christmas - inside and outside. This year has been really fun because Natalie is also loved decorating for "Missmiss"! We spread the decorating throughout the house. Plus, there's lots of Pinterest inspired decorating this year :)

Our Christmas tree. Its nice and tall and skinny and fits our ornaments beautifully.

Natalie got this nativity set for her birthday and we found a great spot to display it.

Its low enough for her to play with too.

Steven's mom found and printed this cute printable for me while we were in Texas. Steven and I got the church shortly after we were married. I just love the way churches with steeples look.

Our mantle. I wanted our stockings monogrammed, but then saw the cute idea on (you guessed it) Pinterest to hang an initial ornament. There's also some birthday cards that aren't usually there, but I'm enjoying them now. *I was watching The American President as I took my pics!

Here's the start of our Christmas cards from friends and family.

I look forward to getting the mail even more during December.

One of my favorite decorations is my nativity. This church we received as a wedding gift for our first Christmas together. It looks like the beautiful church we were married in. I didn't get the idea for "Merry Christmas" blogs on Pinterest, but I'm sure they're on there.

For fun, here's my wrapping corner. I got to spend about an hour wrapping this morning while Natalie was at school and Steven was gone. Guess whose gifts I wrapped !?!

Our Christmas decor spilled into the (newly painted) kitchen. My mom made me the adorable Mary, Joseph and Jesus with an idea from Pinterest.

This picture looks kinda funny (and totally ignore my dirty stovetop), but the advent calendar has been a HUGE hit this year! It could be because there's a piece of chocolate each day :) I can't believe we're 9 days away from Christmas!

Texas Thanksgiving

2011-12-06T00:07:00.005-05:00

So, I'm back tracking a bit because I realized I never really posted about our Texas Thanksgiving trip in the midst of my 30 days of thankfulness.

We had a great visit. We left on Wednesday and drove all day. Natalie did awesome, as usual, with the help of her movie (which was pretty much The Wonder Pets on repeat), snacks, coloring and the occasional stops to stretch. Thanksgiving day we got to spend with Steven's grandfather's family, which was great because I got to meet a lot more family :) The house we were at was beautiful and on a lake, which Natalie thought was awesome! She was way too busy to even eat lunch! I was so busy chatting and munching that I didn't take 1 picture during lunch!

Once we got back this girl totally ditched her cute turkey dress.

Plus, Horton Hears a Who was on , so she needed to get comfortable.

This was the best picture we could get.

Love that little turkey!

On Friday morning, I got up and braved a couple of stores with Steven's aunt and cousin. We hit Jo-Ann's at 6am and got some great deals!

Susan and I are big fans of The Little Couple on TLC. On Saturday we drove by their house - which is beautiful and huge! We also went to a snazzy Goodwill nearby.

We laid low the rest of the trip. Steven, Natalie and I had had that nasty cough (the one where it sounds like you're coughing up a lung), so didn't want to spread our germs to Steven's grandparents. It was such a nice, relaxing trip. We had lots of time to color, watch movies, surf Pinterest and craft :)

seasons

2011-11-30T21:52:00.008-05:00

The last day of November. A month full of thankfulness. And I have even more than 30 things to be thankful for. I love the fall too, and even though its not completely over, it feels like it as we head into December. I'm one of those that doesn't like to decorate until after Thanksgiving is over. And I love to decorate! I couldn't wait until I finished the pesky laundry and get the Christmas things out. And that's how we spent our evening. Steven lit a fire and Natalie and Steven drank egg nog. Natalie was so much fun this year with the tree. She has an adorable little section on the bottom of the tree jammed with (unbreakable) ornaments. And I'm keeping all of them right there :)

On the last day of November, as we enter the Christmas season officially, I am thankful for new seasons. Not just the Christmas and winter season, but for each new season and the newness it brings. Now that I live in Georgia and get to experience all 4 seasons (instead of the long California summers and short winters), its a reminder of God's awesomeness. He created the changing seasons, changing temperatures, and newness of life. I'm excited to start the new season, celebrate a special baby's birth and look forward to what God has planned for this new season of our lives.

Almost...

2011-11-29T23:19:00.001-05:00

I've almost made it to my 30 days of thankfulness!
Day 29: I am thankful that we have such great doctors that keep us healthy and treat us when we're sick. I'm especially thankful we found such a great pediatrician for Natalie.

I had to take the sweet girl to see Dr. Beeber this afternoon to check on her pesky cough. We thought she'd licked it, but over Thanksgiving it came back. Thankfully it's nothing good ol Amoxicillin can't fix. *After taking her first dose this evening, Natalie said she "no wike this" :)

home sweet home

2011-11-28T16:30:00.001-05:00

We're on our way back home today after a nice Thanksgiving visit in Texas. I really like road trips and always have my "going pants on" as my grandpa used to say. But, I really like being home. I love my house! And, I'm so thankful that we have such a wonderful house to come home to.

Health

2011-11-27T18:11:00.001-05:00

Day 27: I am happy for our health. Aside from a few coughs or sniffles, Steven, Natalie and I are very healthy, and for that I am very grateful. I pray for those who are ill, especially Steven's grandfather. We pray that he has complete healing from cancer.

pictures

2011-11-26T20:34:00.000-05:00

A few weeks ago we had our family pictures taken from the very talented Brooke :) She did awesome - here's a sneak peek of one of my favorites. Natalie was in a pretty funny mood, so that made the picture taking even more fun (and hilarious)!

Day 26: I am thankful for pictures. That may sound funny, but if you ask my family, you'll know I love them! I love taking them and am usually the one with the camera pointed in your face documenting whatever you may be doing at the time - even if its nothing special :) I am thankful that we have so many pictures of the memories we've made.

1 month

2011-11-25T20:30:00.003-05:00

1 month from today is Christmas! Are you ready? I'm not! I can't wait to start decorating, finish shopping, wrapping gifts, and enjoying family.

Day 25: I'm thankful that we will soon be celebrating the birth of a very special baby. Its easy to get caught up in the hustle and bustle of buying gifts, and things. And I do love the shopping, decorating and wrapping, but I am even more excited about celebrating Jesus' birth.

Happy Thanksgiving!

2011-11-24T09:32:00.002-05:00

Give thanks with a grateful heart
Give thanks unto the Holy One
Give thanks because He's given Jesus Christ, His Son
Give thanks with a grateful heart
Give thanks unto the Holy One
Give thanks because He's given Jesus Christ, His Son

And now let the weak say, "I am strong"
Let the poor say, "I am rich
Because of what the Lord has done for us"
And now let the weak say, "I am strong"
Let the poor say, "I am rich
Because of what the Lord has done for us"
Its Thanksgiving Day! Today I am thankful for the grateful heart God gave me. I am so blessed for all of the things I have been given. I could list many, many of those"things" that I am always thankful for, but more importantly are the people in my life.

Travels

2011-11-23T20:40:00.000-05:00

And we're off!

Today we're on our way to Houston to spend Thanksgiving with Steven's family. Its a driving day today, but (funny as it sounds), I love road trips and don't mind spending the day in the car. Natalie also loves it! A day with movies, naps and snacks, what more could you ask for? We've got our route mapped out, our favorite stops planned, bags and snacks packed, CD's loaded... Houston, here we come!

Day 23: I am thankful that when I married Steven, I not only got a great husband, but great in-laws and extended family!

sun, moon, stars

2011-11-22T21:18:00.000-05:00

We recently got a fire pit for the back yard. Its been fun, fun! Natalie (and Steven really) are all over collecting sticks and pine cones for the fire and then roasting marshmallows. Usually Natalie eats her marshmallows before they make it to the roasting point :) We were outside last week on a nice, brisk fall night and I had that sense that everything was right in my world. Don't you love that feeling? Steven, Natalie and I had laid down a blanket and enjoyed the beautiful stars and moon.

Day 22: I am thankful for the beautiful earth God created.

21

2011-11-21T23:51:00.002-05:00

Today would have been my Nana's birthday. My Papa's birthday was in December. I miss them often, especially now that I have Natalie. They would have loved her! I think Natalie would have loved playing with Nana's jewelry. I did. A lot! Papa would have just laughed at her silliness. Like we do. A lot!

I am so thankful that I got to know my grandparents before they passed away. I have great memories of them, and I am thankful for those. It makes me happy that Natalie will have such great memories with her grandparents, and many, many years to spend with them.

Strength

2011-11-20T21:27:00.000-05:00

3 months ago yesterday we met baby Jack. He was 3 months old yesterday. I still think, pray and wonder about him, but there is a definite peace in my heart. I've been told and told myself countless times that God had a plan for him and for us. He does. And while I wish He would listen to me sometimes and just do or give me what I ask, how silly would that be? I could just seeing Him doing that and I would make a complete mess of it! Oh how He must laugh at me sometimes!

It makes me think back to all of the times I did tell God that I "couldn't do" this or would "never do" that. Ha! Like when I said "I would never adopt domestically because the birth mom could change her mind." And, yes, she can. But what would my life be like if God had listened to me and didn't give us Natalie? I can't even imagine. His plan was perfect. Perfect. I put Him in a box with that phrase, but he pushed out of the box and pushed me out of my comfort zone and took me right where I needed to be. Natalie's mommy.

Or, what if He had listened when I said "I could never give a baby back"? While it would have been about 1000% times easier to have Jack and not to have gone through that, it wouldn't have been what God had planned for us. I may not be able to see why it all happened at this very moment. But I will someday. When that time does come, I believe that it will be as it was with Natalie. An "aha" moment when I see God's plan unfold perfectly. I think I will look into our next baby's eyes and know completely that God's plan is perfect.

Day 19: I am thankful that God doesn't listen when I tell Him what I can and can't do. Or what I want him to do, give me, etc. He gives me what is best and carries me through it.

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.

Philippians 4:13

brothers

2011-11-19T20:12:00.000-05:00

Day 19: I am thankful for these 2 faces that I get to call my brothers. I am thankful for my bio brother David too, though I don't get to see him as often as I would like. These 2 boys are quite the hilarious duo and always make me laugh. I am also thankful that far away in China are 2 (yep, I said 2) more brothers waiting to come home! I pray that their homecoming is soon!

sisters

2011-11-18T20:05:00.000-05:00

Day 18: As you know I'm the oldest (and possibly shortest) sibling :) I am thankful for my sisters today. I have 3 and I love them dearly! I've enjoyed Katalin and I's relationship change as we've grown and I am thankful we are close. She is such a sweet girl! I am also thankful for Jaynie and Emily and our how close we are despite our age differences. I am thankful that they are ours and they are such great big sisters and aunts to Natalie. I am a lucky big sister!

dad

2011-11-17T22:54:00.003-05:00

Day 17: Today I am thankful for my dad. I don't get to see him as much as I would like, he is such a hard worker and wonderful provider for our family. He is kind, loving, silly, and fun and I am so thankful he is my dad!

mom

2011-11-15T23:26:00.005-05:00

Day 16: I am thankful for my mom. I am so thankful that we have such a close relationship. I spent the day with her today and I love how we just talk, laugh, shop and have fun together. I am thankful that God blessed me with a mother who is loving, patient, understanding, and generous. I am so proud to call her my mom :)

babies!

2011-11-15T22:40:00.004-05:00

Day 15: Today I am thankful for babies :) I am thankful for the new baby boy born today to our friends Zach and Sarah, the babies that are coming in the next few months, my sweet baby girl (who is now a big girl), and the future baby we pray will be coming to our house soon.

Natalie at just a few minutes old :)

"Babies are such a nice way to start people."

Don Herold

Rest

2011-11-14T16:11:00.001-05:00

Yesterday I taught Day 7 of creation at Children's church at church. The day God rested. I thought it was interesting (and something I don't remember learning) that He didn't rest because He was tired. He is, after all, God. But rather He rested because He was done. He had made a perfect world. It was finished.

I love rest. I am thankful for times when I can rest. My mom will tell you that I was not a good napper when I was younger but I've seen the error of my ways and will gladly take a nap if I can. I also love the being at rest. When the house is clean, laundry is done and I can just rest or relax. Good times.

Sunday Song

2011-11-13T20:23:00.005-05:00

Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death

Your perfect love is casting out fear

And even when I'm caught in the middle of the storms of this life

I won't turn back, I know you are near

I will fear no evil

For my God is with me

And if my God is with me

Whom then shall I fear

OH no You never let go through the calm and through the storm

Oh no, You never let go in every high and every low

Oh no, You never let go, Lord, You never let go of me

And I can see the light that is comin' for the heart that holds on

A glorious light beyond all compare

And there will be *AN* end to the struggles

But until that day comes, we'll live to know You here on *THE* Earth

And I will fear no evil

For my God is with me

And if my God is with me

Whom then shall I fear

You keep on loving and you never let go

And i can see a light that is coming for the heart that holds on

and there will be and end to the struggles

but until that day comes

Still I will praise you

*And a picture because I can't resist this sweet face :)

Day 13: I am thankful for music. I enjoy the music we sing at church and I listen to in the car. I am so thankful that music is another way to praise God.

12

2011-11-12T21:13:00.001-05:00

Day 12: I am thankful for my coffee crop ladies. I always look forward to the second and last Saturday of the month when we can just relax and chat :)

11.11.11

2011-11-11T20:53:00.001-05:00

On the 11th day, Veteran's Day, I am thankful for all of the men and women who have served our country, protected us and sacrificed for my freedom.

more show and tell

2011-11-10T13:57:00.003-05:00

Natalie's show and tell day rolled around again this morning and it was a tough choice as to what would be prefect to bring. In the end, Ming Ming won and Natalie was very excited to take a toy with her to school.

Day 10: I am thankful today for Natalie's school. I wasn't too sure about her going to big school at the beginning, but its turned out to be such a blessing. She loves it there and its been great to have 2 mornings a week to do whatever I want :)

Puzzle Update Part 2

2011-11-09T20:38:00.004-05:00

Here's our puzzle so far (with the exception of about 15 pieces that aren't of the sky). We've got about 200 pieces sponsored, which is awesome! If you're new or need a refresher, here's how it works. We're hoping to have all 500 pieces of our puzzle sponsored which would take us a long way towards our goal of paying for our next adoption without any debt! THANK YOU to all of our puzzle piece sponsors! You guys rock!!

In addition to our puzzle fundraiser, some great friends also held a scrapbook crop to benefit our adoption, and we've been applying for as many grants as we qualify for :)

Day 9: I am so thankful for all of the friends and family who have supported our fundraiser efforts, whether it be financial, through prayer or both. We are so blessed!

bye bye bobo

2011-11-08T19:44:00.005-05:00

Notice anything missing from this picture? Let me help, its almost bedtime, Natalie has her blanket, baby and is happy on her couch watching Big Bang Theory (Lucy sitting with her is just a bonus). Yep, what we're missing is her pacifier (also known as "bobo"). We just finished day 2 of giving it up and it is going surprisingly awesome! I had visions of lots of tears (from both of us) when the time came to tell bobo bye bye, but our eyes have been dry. I don't want to jinx it, but she went to bed tonight and didn't even ask for it!

I am so so so proud of Natalie!

Day 8: I'm thankful for my job. Its part-time, I can work from home, is flexible, and is a great fit! It came at the perfect time last year when we started Dave Ramsey and has been such a blessing to our budget and our family. Plus, I can be home with Patty Cake :)

fall fun

2011-11-07T22:09:00.008-05:00

Yesterday we went to another fall festival and had even more fun! My parent's church had their fall festival and they definitely know how to do it :) There was a huge lunch spread followed by all sorts of fun - horse riding, face painting, hair painting, firemen, a police man, cake walk, a jumpy, and hay rides. The kiddos did it all too!

Day 7: I'm thankful for our church. We are blessed to have great friends at our church. This summer our friends have supported us, prayed with us, fed us, and loved us which was such a blessing. I'm also thankful that we have the freedom to attend church and to share our faith.

celebrate!

2011-11-06T22:43:00.004-05:00

On Saturday we went to an Adoption Celebration we were invited to by our agency. Last year Steven and Natalie went and had a blast. I'm so happy I got to come this year. There was lots to do and we had a great time. I always love going to adoption events because its awesome to see so many families who are families because of adoption.

There was THE best clown who made THE best balloon animals ever! We came home with a flamingo (of course) and an angry bird. We also saw SpongeBob, a monkey, the little mermaid and so many other cool creations.

There was also an awesome face painter. She had a whole page of different options and Natalie pointed to the puppy face right away. I just love it - how could you not love this face?

There was also a mobile petting zoo, which was a b.i.g hit. It was just in a little pin with a big, sheep, chickens, ducks, and the biggest bunny rabbit we had ever seen. While I was staring in awe at the giant bunny I look over and Natalie is holding a little chicken. She loved it!

Day 6: I am so thankful every day for my sweet Natalie. She is the best ever and I couldn't imagine life without her. I love her spunk, her sweet kisses, and that she calls me "mommy". I thank God for her - what a blessing she is.

5

2011-11-05T00:15:00.005-04:00

Day 5 and I'm thankful for Steven. We started dating October 10th, 2007. 14 years together! We just celebrated our 8th wedding anniversary and I love him more today than August 2, 2003. I am so thankful that God brought us together. We had a rough year, and I wouldn't have made it through without him. We went through something I thought I couldn't do, but we did, and our relationship is stronger as is our faith, because of it. I'm thankful for what a great husband and father Steven is. Its been such a joy to watch him with Natalie over the last 3 years.

I love you Steve-O!

Always

2011-11-04T14:10:00.002-04:00

Day 4: I'm so thankful for a God who loves me, calls me by name, hears my prayers, and forgives my sins. I'm thankful that, though this summer was rough, He has a plan for my life and my family. I have nothing I should be anxious for or worry about. I'm thankful that I can try my hardest to put everything in His hands and He will take the burden.

I recently heard Kristian Stanfill's song Always and I love this:

Oh, My God, He will not delay
My refuge and strength, always
I will not fear, his promise is true
My God will come through always

hearing and speech

2011-11-03T10:51:00.000-04:00

Natalie is quite the talker. She gets it honestly :) I can understand most of what she says, because we're together most of the time. Steven gets most of it too, but it is hard to understand her for others. I know you're not supposed to compare your children to others (which is hard not to), but it seemed like her speech was a little behind. At her 3 year old check-up I brought it up with our pediatrician who thought it was worth her having a speech evaluation and hearing test (to make sure it wasn't hearing loss causing a speech delay). Over the last week we had her hearing test and speech evaluation at Scottish Rite. Her hearing is great - now I know she just ignores me, rather than doesn't hear me :) The speech evaluation went great, but she does need some speech services. Her lowest score was in articulation, but scored well in the other categories. This means that she's a smart cookie (which we totally knew), and understands things, but just can't get the words out right. I've contacted our school district so we're getting started with that process. I've heard its a lengthy process and lots of paperwork, but hey, we've adopted and are no strangers to paperwork!!

Day 3: I am thankful that we live in an area that has a wonderful children's hospital (that Henry, Liam, and now Natalie have used), and that we are able to provide her with everything she needs to succeed in life.

Halloweekend

2011-11-02T07:32:00.007-04:00

We had a full Halloween filled weekend that even spilled into Monday and Tuesday. On Saturday, we went to a friend's costume birthday party. This little stinker would not have anything to do with her flamingo costume, and would only be princess Ariel. After the party we went to the fall festival at her school - which was lots of fun and candy-filled.

On Sunday evening we had a Trunk-or-Treat at church. Angry Birds is my favorite game, so guess what our trunks theme was? There were so many fun things to do - lots of trunks (and more candy), a pony ride, face painting, hair coloring, games, food and lots of fun. It was a huge success!

On Monday, Natalie and I went to my parent's house to trick or treat with the fam. Steven had a YoungLife Halloween party that he was going to, so it was just us girls. My parents have an awesome neighborhood - lots and lots of houses and sidewalks. The kids got soooo much (more) candy! Our house is overflowing with dumdum's especially!! Natalie was hilarious going from house to house. She quickly learned that if the light was off, there was no candy at that house. Jaynie, Emily and Natalie were all over going from house to house. The boys got a little tired towards the end (and there was 1 house that scared Henry and he was never the same), but a nice neighbor of my parent's on the side of the subdivision gave us a ride home.

Day 2: I'm so thankful for my family. God has blessed me with wonderful parents, brother and sisters. And, I love that my family continues to grow in numbers and love.

7 and 3

2011-11-01T14:18:00.002-04:00

Heard while taking this picture:

Jaynie: it's hard for you to push me Natalie. I'm 7 and you're 3.

Natalie: yeah, I'm 3.

This is my first post in 30 days of Thankful.

I have so, so much to be thankful for and I want to celebrate those things in the next 30 days.

Day 1: I am thankful that because of adoption (fitting since its the first day of Adoption Awareness month), these 2 sweet girls can play together, love each other and we can love them.

Happy Halloween

2011-10-31T00:25:00.001-04:00

From our pink haired little flamingo! Stay tuned for more pictures of our candy filled holiday weekend.

special

2011-10-28T20:19:00.000-04:00

I've got quite a few (okay, a lot) of blogs I enjoy reading. Some are about domestic adoption, international adoption, special needs, some are family, friends, and some just make me happy. While we're waiting for our next baby, I've had lots of time to read other family blogs. Some really make me think. I've always had a heart for children with Down's Syndrome, and deep down have always wanted to adopt at least one child with that special extra gene. It was not something I shared with Steven until recently, and something I've prayed about and carried with me. My mom found the blog of No Greater Joy Mom and I love reading about her family. She recently blogged a post about her sweet daughters, Harper and Hailee. I urge you to check it out. Read the staggering statistics that 90% (or more) of children diagnosed with Down's Syndrome aren't even allowed to take their first breath. Can you imagine?

I know there are children all over the world with so many special needs. They are close to my heart. They are part of my family :) It may sound funny, but if Henry or Emily or Liam or Colin were born "perfect" there's a big chance they wouldn't be a part of our family. I can't imagine! I love that there are so many wonderful families out there who open their arms to children with all different needs. Those "imperfectly perfect" children. The ones that God loves just the same as all of the other children in the world.

Adeye says it perfectly, my God never makes mistakes.

fall festival

2011-10-27T21:37:00.000-04:00

One of my favorites from fall are fall festivals. We found out about one at Rockdale Career Academy and decided to try it out one night after dinner. There was lots to and Natalie really enjoyed it! There was a trunk or treat, which was good practice for Halloween. Plus, it didn't take Natalie long at all to realize all the candy to be had!

ducks, geese, oh my!

2011-10-27T20:18:00.001-04:00

Mimi came to visit last Friday to be here for Natalie's birthday and got to stay until Tuesday. Every time she comes, we say we're going to take her to the Monastery and this year we finally did. There was a lot of leftover bread from the sandwiches I had cut out for the party, so we made the ducks and geese very, very happy! Natalie was quite serious about feeding them, but only really wanted to feed the ducks. Sadly, there were only 2 ducks and about 100 pushy geese. If you've been to the Monastery you know all about the pushy geese! I heard Mimi tell them to behave and be nice :) It was funny because they were pretty intimidated by Natalie - she would run after them and they'd run back to the lake - take that geese!

We tried to get a cute family picture, but the girl was way too interested in running all over the place and chasing the geese. This was the best we could get.

After the feedings, we walked around the new areas of the Monastery. The new buildings are beautiful and we'll definitely be back!

Party!

2011-10-26T21:11:00.004-04:00

Natalie's long-awaited dragon party was on Saturday. It was fun to celebrate on her actual birthday with her friends and family. We started off the morning with a birthday muffin. She practiced blowing out her 3 candles and did it in 2 tries.

All of the princesses and vikings were very excited to jump around in the castle. The kids jumped around for a while while everyone got to the party.

After jumping, the guests feasted on PBJ/Nutella sandwiches, fiery BBQ chicken sandwiches, chips/dip, and fumi coleslaw salad. Everything was a hit :)

After lunch, we sent the vikings and princesses on a dragon egg hunt. It was super fun! And a big thanks to my mom and friend Erin for egg donation, because its hard to find Easter eggs in October :)

We had cupcakes for dessert. The birthday princess was very excited as she had been trying to snag cupcakes all morning. She blew out her "3" candle with no problem. All of our practicing paid off!

Natalie was so excited about her gifts. We are so blessed to have such wonderful family and friends who love our girl too. She got so many awesome gifts - she was so happy!!

We waited until after the party to give her our gift - a new bike. She was excited about it too. We took a little walk to try it out, but the birthday girl was so sleepy!

Natalie loved having her Noni and Mimi together for the party. There was so much love around!

Once all of the guests had gone home, party cleaned up, and a movie was on, it took the birthday girl about 2 minutes to fall asleep.

We had such a great day celebrating our new 3 year old! A big thank you to our family and friends who came (or were there in spirit) and love our girl. I can't say it enough, but we are so blessed to be her parents. She's the best :)

Happy Birthday

2011-10-22T08:04:00.000-04:00

Happy 3rd Birthday Natalie!

What a blessing you are to mommy and daddy!

We love you!

Southern Belle

2011-10-19T23:00:00.004-04:00

On Saturday we went with some friends to Southern Belle Farms. And what fun we had! We took Natalie right after her first birthday, so this time was completely different and completely fun. More so that we had friends with us :) Enjoy the pictures of our fun.

2011-10-14T00:21:00.003-04:00

I love fall!

I love the cooler weather,

sweaters,

warm socks,

the smell in the air,

the leaves changing,

Halloween,

Thanksgiving,

and decorating for fall, of course.

This is just some glimpses of the fall floating around our house.

pinning

2011-10-11T23:29:00.003-04:00

I've become quite addicted to pinterest. I could easily spend hours on there, pinning all sorts of craft ideas, decorating ideas, Natalie ideas, etc. I recently found this fun idea for a box to hang on the fridge. I usually have a little stack of miscellaneous papers floating around the kitchen and couldn't find a holder I liked. The I found this idea! I only had to buy the magnetic clips ($1 at the dollar section of Target).

I just used some scrapbooking glue I had, and 3 sheets of scrapbooking paper. I worked on it while Natalie was watching a movie, but it only took me about 15 minutes. Super easy!

Funny that I have yet to put anything in it - I'm kind of just enjoying the way it looks. But I have a little stack of papers that need to go in there. Plus, its on the top of the freezer so my little helper can't reach.

mommy

2011-10-10T22:22:00.003-04:00

Meet the newest addition to Natalie's favorite toy stash. He's actually been around for a while now, but is just now making an appearance on the blog. And yes, he's a crow. We found him at the dollar store and it was love at first site. His first few days living with us he lost some feathers and "ate" powered sugar donuts. Recently he also lost both legs (but, thankfully, they're were reattached), sleeps with Natalie, and is quite the traveler. He often comes with us with 'lamingo. Natalie told me his a boy, but his name is "Mommy".

Sometimes, when he's just lying around I add him to my Halloween/fall decor, just for kicks. It doesn't take Natalie too long to realize where he is and I lose him again. Ha!

Sunday Song

2011-10-09T22:07:00.004-04:00

Glorious Day

One day when heaven

Is filled with His praises

One day when sin was as black as could be

Jesus came forth to

Be born of a virgin

He dwelt among men, my example is He

Living He loved me

Dying He saved me

Buried He carried my sins far away

Rising He justified

Freely forever

One day He's coming

Oh, Glorious Day

One day they led Him

Up calvary's mountain

One day they nailed Him

To die on a tree

Suffering anguish

Despised and rejected

Bearing our sins, my Redeemer is He

[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/j/jeff_johnson/glorious_day.html ]

One day the grave could conceal Him no longer

One day the stone rolled away from the door

Then He arose o'er

Death He had conquered

Now is ascended

My lord evermore

Oh, Glorious Day

One day the trumpet will

Sound for His coming

One day the skies with His

Glories will shine

Wonderful day

My beloved was bringing

Glorious Savior this Jesus is mine

One day the trumpet will

Sound for His coming

One day the skies with His

Glories will shine

Sweet Pumpkin

2011-10-05T23:11:00.000-04:00

Birthday Boys

2011-10-02T22:05:00.003-04:00

In the last month we've celebrated the birthdays of 2 sweet boys.

A happy monster birthday party for Liam was on September 5th.

He is now a grown-up 4 year old!

This weekend we celebrated a Star Wars birthday for this handsome 7 year old!

Happy Birthday boys!

I'm such a lucky big sister :)

a star

2011-09-30T22:37:00.003-04:00

We had a fun Friday today. A few months ago we heard from a friend about Atlanta's Young Faces. They're a talent/modeling agency in Atlanta. You probably have toddler's and tiara's visions, but don't worry, we don't want that for Natalie! They do print ads for local and national businesses (think Macy's, Belk, Matel, etc.). With Natalie's outgoing personality and beautiful face we thought it would be fun to try. We had our "interview" this morning and Natalie was her charming, beautiful self :) Our next step is to take some pictures (which I have no problem doing) once we receive a packet of info in the mail.

While we were up that way, we had a little adventure and picked up some furniture a friend was giving away. Natalie's favorite was the little gem above. Its got 3! mirrors, little boxes for all of her jewels, and cubby holes for more treasures. She was adorable talking to herself in the mirror while trying on her jewelry. Ha!

Love that girl!

Croppin' For Adoption

2011-09-29T23:08:00.003-04:00

So I'm a whole week behind with this post (when I told myself I'd get back on track with blogging). Boo - and sorry!

Last Saturday, we had our first adoption fundraiser. A dear friend, Sandy Jo organized our "Croppin' for Adoption" day. We usually have an annual scrapbooking day and the proceeds go towards a cause. This year we were fortunate to be the "cause" :) We had raffles, a make-and-take, food, sweets, laughter, love and prayers. It was a wonderful day and we were so blessed by everyone who attended, donated items to be raffled, supported and prayed for us. My only crafting goal for the day was to get our profile book completed. I only really had to glue everything in place and I got most of it done - yay! I was also busy talking, snacking and working on other craftiness. I am still about a year behind on my usual scrapbooking, but I plan on taking advantage of the 3 hours Natalie's at school to get caught up (until I have to scrapbook for 2)!

Because I was so busy scrappin, talking and eating I didn't take any pictures. Another boo! I had my camera with me and everything and no pictures. We have the memories. After the day was over, I was very excited that we raised about $250. That's a whole lot of puzzle pieces! So far we have almost half of the puzzle sponsored. I can't thank our family and friends enough!!

Also this week, I did finish our profile book and mailed it off to our agency. Ah! Now we just wait - which is a nice feeling to know we don't have to rush to complete or submit anything.

I will get back to my usual blogging - pinky promise. I have lots of pictures to add and will have even more after this weekend. Check back :)

Show and Tell

2011-09-22T21:08:00.008-04:00

I can't believe that in 1 month, Natalie will be 3 years old. 3 years old! Oh my how I love that girl! She just doesn't even know how much she's loved :) Today she had show and tell at school - can you guess what she brought? Her lamingo of course. She was so excited to be able to take it to school with her, even if it had to ride in the shoe box. I would have loved to have been a fly on the wall to hear her talk about her lamingo to her friends.

Monday was the 19th and it passed as a pretty good day. It wasn't one of those things where I dreaded waking up on the 19th knowing that Jack was a month old. It was more like waking up and wondering how much he's changed in that month. Being sad that we don't get to celebrate that milestone with him. And praying that he is being loved as much as we love him. I wondered if every 19th of every month will make me pause and think of him, and it probably will. But, I don't think it will always make me sad. The biggest reason being that Katelin's birthday is February 19th - a good day. Its also a reminder to pray especially for him that day.

flamingos and fridays

2011-09-16T23:42:00.009-04:00

I'm happy its Friday! Its been a good week. We're definitely back in our groove and the routine is returning too. Natalie very happily went to school on Tuesday and Thursday, which made me super happy. Steven and I enjoyed 2 little "day dates" on those days too, which included running errands and browsing Goodwill for books and other treasures. Its been a good week. We're also officially waiting again, which is exciting. Its exciting to be excited again, and look forward to what God has in store. We also need to put a new profile book together, and this time Natalie will be in it :)

Natalie has been h.i.l.a.r.i.o.u.s. this week. Just coming up with funny, silly things to do and say. One of her funniest moments happened a couple of days ago with her current favorite stuffed flamingo (which comes out more like "lamingo"). She let me take some pictures of her, because she looked especially cute, but I also had to take pictures of her lamingo. And I promised pictures in my last post. Enjoy!

So I took a picture of both of them...

and then a picture of her beautiful blue eyes,

and his dark eye...

and Natalie's little hand,

and lamingo's wing...

and not to leave out these sweet little piggies...

and these cute feet too.

Just a girl and her lamingo!

Normalish

2011-09-08T23:38:00.009-04:00

Is normalish even a word? I'm not sure, but its what we're working on together. And, slowly we're getting back to normal, and back into our groove as a family of 3. Steven and I have gone from having sad days with happy moments to having sad moments and happy days. Thankfully, Natalie hasn't really been phased by all that has gone on the last few weeks. She asked about "baby Jack" a few times, but we explained that he went back to his house, and she goes on with her day.

As I've said before, we've been so thankful for all of the prayers, love and support from our family and friends. We could not have made it through this last month or so without them. Our family has been beyond words. To have both of our mom's with us the week we had to take Jack back was the best thing for us. Mom's just make things better, you know? I know my mom is there for me - to love me, listen to me, feed me, and support me. Steven's mom was able to fly out here the same day we found out just to be with us. It meant so much to me that Steven had his mom with him. Natalie was in heaven to have her Noni and Mimi with her too. Mom's just make things better, you know?

I couldn't have gone through all of this without Steven either. He and I have always been close - best friends - that made a good team. But I had no idea how much closer we could become. He has been there for me during my sad times and cried with me. He has also been there during our happy times and we can laugh together. When I feel sad he is right there to comfort me and I've been there to comfort him when he is down. I couldn't have asked for a better asked for a better partner in this life.

At the beginning of the summer we did a summer to-do list and have been able to check more things off of it over the last couple of weeks. Don't get me wrong, I would have loved to not be able to do anymore because we were loving on a newborn, but because we're not, we've been enjoying some extra summer time. Its also given us things to look forward to and plan for.

As I mentioned, we still plan to adopt again. We know how beautiful adoption can be, and what an amazing experience it was with Natalie. Emily, Jaynie, Henry and Liam are also beautiful expressions of adoption. And as of today, we're back to "officially" waiting.

I promise to get back into regular blogging. I've missed it, but needed the break! And, I promise there will be pictures of Natalie's sweet face in my next post!

Puzzle Fundraiser...

2011-09-03T23:58:00.004-04:00

... is still on.

We do plan to adopt again.

This change in our adoption plan also gives us more time to fundraise and prepare.

Natalie and I have been working on putting our puzzle together and have about 121 pieces with sponsors.

A BIG thank you for those sponsors! If you would like to sponsor a piece, you can email me at ladybugsa10 at yahoo dot com. There is also a "Donate" button on our page to donate via Paypal.

A dear friend is also planning a Scrapbooking Day for September 25, if you are local.

10 days

2011-09-02T23:23:00.011-04:00

I don't even know how to start this post... Or where to begin... I've been absent on my blog because so much has happened in the last couple of weeks. So, I'll start where it feels comfortable. I'm hoping that writing this out will help me. And catch my neglected blog up to date.

We got the call on August 18th that Jack was coming. We went to Savannah on the 19th and met Jack that afternoon. He was beautiful! We spent the next few days in Savannah visiting Jack and his birth family (R and J) until he was discharged on Sunday. We took him back to our hotel room. The plans was for R and J to sign their paperwork at 9am, we'd stop by the agency to say our goodbye's and then go home. By 11am we hadn't heard anything and our stomachs were in knots. After checking out of our hotel, and waiting in parking lots, we finally heard that the paperwork had been signed, but R and J were going to spend the 10 day revocation period working on getting Jack back. We were shocked, angry, hurt and confused. After lots of tears, prayers and calls to our caseworker, we did say goodbye and finally got to come home. We made it to my parents by dinnertime and couldn't wait to see Natalie, and introduce Jack to the family. We knew we were in a legal risk, but continued to pray for God's will and ask that Jack stay with us.

We spent the next week enjoying our time with Natalie, Jack, our family and friends. There was just an outpouring of love, support and prayers for us. We had our first post placement visit on Monday. During that time we learned that J had been in contact with the agency and was making plans for her mother to come out to GA to take Jack back with her while J and R got back on their feet. We were devastated. We cannot say enough wonderful things about our caseworker - she was such a comfort and advocate for us during that time. Our friends and family were unbelievable too. After I dropped Natalie off at school on Tuesday morning I took a much needed walk with a great friend. When we got back, I just had to look at Steven's face and knew. Jack wasn't ours. It seemed like there were so many obstacles for J to get things in order and so many things that clicked in place for us. But it wasn't to be. We had to meet J at our agency on Wednesday at 12:30. I can honestly say that was the hardest 24 hours. I loved Jack, like he was going to be my own. But he wasn't. But he still needed love, care, feeding, changing. And we did all those things, and more. We said our goodbye's. Tried to prepare Natalie. Told family and friends. We prayed for him. For his future. For his birth family.

Steven's mom flew in on Tuesday evening to be with us, and meet and say goodbye to Jack. She came with us and waited with Natalie. We had made plans to go to my parents afterwards. Mom's (and family) just make everything better. Ironically, we gave Jack back in the same room that we found out about Natalie. Happiness and sadness. We were given the opportunity to say a few things to J and her mom. Steven said what needed to be said. He was wonderful. I handed Jack to J and then it was all over. Having our mom's together with us during this time was wonderful and just what we needed. What Natalie needed too. I don't think she understood why we were so upset or where Jack went.

Jack spent his first 10 days with us. I pray that we gave him the love and care that will take him into the rest of his life. We've had so many emotions the last week, and all are healthy and we've tried to deal with them as they come. We've been sad, angry, hurt, confused, devastated, and so much more. But on the other side, we've been shown such love and support, been prayed for by family, friends and even strangers. And we've felt all of that love, support and prayers. Its what's gotten us through this, and will continue to carry us.

We will adopt again. That I am sure of. We know it works - I just have to look into Natalie's sweet face to know that adoption is a beautiful thing. We may not be ready to jump back into it tomorrow, but soon. I remember saying that I didn't think I could ever survive having to give a baby back. But I did. We did. And we're already stronger because of this. I still believe God has a plan for our family. I don't know what it is. I'm excited to see what it is. And while we wait, I will continue to be faithful to that plan.

mom's morning out

2011-08-16T21:14:00.004-04:00

Natalie (and I) took a big step today and started Mom's Morning Out - "school" as she calls it. We went to open house last week and she was very excited to go. She'll be going Tuesdays and Thursdays from 9-12. This morning she was very excited too! She couldn't wait to wear her clothes, school shoes and hit the road. Once we got there, she went right in to her classroom and didn't look back. I was so proud of her! I had a fun morning too and got a pedicure, and did some shopping.

Natalie had a great time and was very happy to see us. To celebrate a great first day, we went had a Sonic lunch then came home and napped. She said she had lots of fun, got to play, and wants to go back next week. When she got home she already looked more grown up! So big :)

cheeeeese!

2011-08-14T22:09:00.002-04:00

Puzzle Update

2011-08-13T22:53:00.004-04:00

On Monday we started our puzzle fundraiser and we've been blown away with the response! A big "thank you" for the 100 pieces that have already been sponsored. Wow!

We had to change the puzzle situation a little. Natalie and I opened our puzzle to start naming the pieces and realized the pieces were way, way too small for the sponsor's names. So, instead of a 1000 piece puzzle, we found a beautiful 500 piece puzzle with room enough for everyone's names. If we happen to go over 500, we'll start another puzzle.

If you are interested in helping us, please let me know - you can email me at Ladybugsa10 at yahoo dot com. I've added a "Donate" button to donate through Paypal to make it easier, or we can work something out.

To refresh - here's how the fundraiser works:

For $5 per piece, you can sponsor a piece of our adoption puzzle.
We will write your name on the back of your piece(s) and add it to the puzzle.
Once all of the pieces have sponsors, we'll glue the pieces together and hang it in Jack's room. We want him to see the all of the people who loved and prayed for him before he was even here!

We're also planning a scrapbooking fundraiser - so any local fellow scrapbookers be on the look-out for more information!

THANK YOU!!!

fountain fail

2011-08-12T22:43:00.004-04:00

We're still working on doing fun things from our summer list. I had the brilliant idea to try to knock out 2 today - to play in a fountain and go to Piedmont Park. We first went to Centennial Olympic Park to play in the water. Natalie said she was excited to play in the water, but would not have anything to do with it once we got there! We tried to coax her closer, but she was not having it. Instead, we walked to the playground there and played for a while. We were roasting by then, so instead of having a picnic at Piedmont we went to The Varsity.

This was as close as we could get her to the water.

Silly girl!

She also liked (only) looking at the water from a safe distance.

One very cool thing - the playground had an awesome roller slide.

I loved those when I was younger!!

We ended up having a great time, even though it wasn't what we had originally planned! I'm so thankful that Steven has a flexible schedule so he can take fun trips like this with us.

this week so far

2011-08-11T22:36:00.004-04:00

We thought there was maybe going to be a little addition to our family this week, so we didn't have too many things planned. It looks like baby Jack may make his entrance in the next couple of weeks instead. Natalie and I spent the last few days just having fun together! Monday we had errands to run, and I didn't take pictures because I'm sure Natalie wouldn't have been smiling since she was super bored!

Tuesday we met the sweet May boys to feed ducks - something we checked off of our summer list. Natalie loves hanging out with "Gicah" and "Nonnor." Natalie also had open house for her Mom's Morning Out program she's starting next week. She is super excited about starting school!

Wednesday we spent the day with the family. Jaynie, Henry and Emily started school this week and we enjoyed hearing all about their day - especially about the super early hour they have to get up for school ;) *Emily and Liam opted out of pictures - even when I tried to bribe them with goodies!

Puzzle Fundraiser

2011-08-08T23:34:00.003-04:00

UPDATE: In the 24 hours since we started our fundraiser we already have 85 puzzle pieces sponsored! We are so fortunate to have friends and family that love and support our family. Thank you!

Last year we went through Dave Ramsey's Financial Peace and are on the road to being debt free. When we started the adoption process earlier this year we made a promise to ourselves to do it without going into more debt. We were very blessed that we were able to do it with Natalie and want the same for baby Jack. After reading Adopt Without Debt (in like a day), one fun fundraising idea that stood out was a puzzle fundraiser. Natalie and I love puzzles, so this is going to be so fun for us (and you too)!

Here's how it works:

For $5 per piece, you can sponsor a piece of our adoption puzzle.
We will write your name on the back of your piece(s) and add it to the puzzle.
Once all of the pieces have sponsors, we'll glue the pieces together and hang it in Jack's room. We want him to see the 1000 people who loved and prayed for him before he was even here!

I know there are so many needs all around us, and Steven and I are thankful for your help in meeting the financial aspect of our adoption. We have already been so blessed and humbled by the prayers for baby Jack, his birth family, and our family. We can't thank you enough!

If you are interested in sponsoring a little puzzle piece, just email me! Thank you in advance!

LadybugSA10 at yahoo dot com

dragon slayer

2011-08-07T21:17:00.005-04:00

just another day on the job...

fishies

2011-08-06T22:28:00.003-04:00

We're a goldfish cracker family. Whenever there's a 10/$10 sale on goldfish, I've been known to buy about 20. Natalie loves her "fishies" as she calls them, most flavors too. Steven loves the Parmesan/pizza flavor. I love the regular Parmesan. Lucy loves the cheddar. Even Arthur loves them - though he doesn't seen to have a favorite flavor. Most of Natalie's fishy snacking goes on in our bedroom so she can share with Arthur. This morning was no different as evidenced in the adorableness here :)

ready room

2011-08-05T22:28:00.004-04:00

Natalie and I got a great call this morning (no, not THAT call) - my mom and the kiddos were coming today to help me organize Natalie and Jack's room. I was so excited because I was feeling a little overwhelmed, and my mom and I think a lot alike, so we're a great team. We spent the morning rearranging, cleaning, sorting and organizing while the kiddos had a ball playing. By lunch time we had made some serious headway and have the closet organized as well as Jack's crib up, Natalie's new quilt on her bed, and drawers organized. It's such a relief and it was great to not only have help, but mostly spend the day with my wonderful mom and the kids!

So, Jack, we're ready for you - hurry up, we can't wait to meet you!

Updates

2011-08-04T22:25:00.003-04:00

This week has been a whirlwind! Steven and I agreed that it feels more like a month since we found out we'd been chosen, rather than just a week. We've been working on getting things ready for a new addition - most importantly choosing a name! After much debate and lots of ideas, Baby Boy is now known as:

Jack Roland Miller

On Wednesday we went to Savannah to meet Jack's birth parents. It was a great meeting - they are a very sweet couple and we felt very comfortable with them (and think they felt the same way). It was a great, informal meeting, where we just talked and got to know each other.

We came back late Wednesday night because our sweet girl starting running a fever. The poor girl had a high fever last week, so we were very concerned that it happened again just a week later. After a morning at the pediatrician's and blood tests (which she was a SUPER brave girl), we found out its just a virus her body is fighting. By this evening her fever was gone and she was pretty much sweet Natalie again.

Now that Jack has a name, we've met his birth family, and Natalie's on the road to recovery, we're going to work on their bedroom tomorrow. I see laundry, organizing, and cleaning in my future :)

chosen

2011-08-01T21:34:00.003-04:00

3 years ago we heard the word "chosen" and it changed our lives forever. We are so blessed to have been chosen by Natalie's birth mom. We love that little girl so much. She has made us a family.

When we started the adoption process again I had a timeline in my head - that Natalie be at least 3 years old, we would probably wait 6 months or so, Natalie would be potty trained, etc. But, you know, if you want to make God laugh tell him your plans.

3 days ago we heard the word "chosen" again and it may be changing our lives again. We were chosen by a birth family to be parent's to their baby boy. Can you believe it? I'm still pinching myself.

There are still lots of things in the air - which is a good lesson of patience for me. But we do know that there may be a baby boy in our imminent future. Like this week or next week!

We have prayed during each our adoption plans for God's will. For us. For our family's. For the birth parent(s) of our future children. And for our future children. And we continue to pray for this. I would love, love, love, love for this to be our son (and it feels like God is preparing the path for this), as long as it is in his plan. And if it is His plan, and this baby is ours, I am perfectly fine that it had nothing to with my plans, but is completely His.

And, I'm a wee bit excited that I get to rush around and get ready for lots of blue and trucks in our house!

Fernbank, Reptiles, Fun

2011-07-31T23:06:00.004-04:00

*You may notice the lack of Henry picture - above is the only picture I could get of him (because he didn't know I was taking it) - silly boy!

Yesterday was reptile day at Fernbank. Add the dragon exhibit that's there and you've got 5 happy children :) There was lots to do and see, especially of the reptile variety. There were lots of snakes and turtles to look at (and a few to touch), iguanas, frogs, and and even a snake hat to make. Jaynie loved all of it! Natalie was super excited to see the huuuge dragon and other mythical creatures. We ended the fun with lunch and playtime in the new play area.

pom poms+tweasers

2011-07-28T19:40:00.000-04:00

I subscribed to a website where I get an age-appropriate activity for Natalie via email everyday. There usually easy activities, books to read, or just something fun to do. One of the ones I saw was with pom pom balls, tweasers and an egg carton (we improvised with a muffin tin). The object was for kids to use the tweasers to transfer the pom poms in and out of the muffin tin. I gave it to Natalie one morning when she was looking at me kind of bored, and it must have kept her occupied for a good 30 minutes. It was a great idea! Eventually she traded the tweasers for a bowl. It was great for working with counting in addition to practicing her colors. We'll definitely be pulling out this activity on a future rainy winter day.

Gametime Splash

2011-07-27T22:25:00.003-04:00

This morning, Natalie and I met some friends at Gametime for some wet fun! This summer they've had water slides in addition to their bouncies. Natalie had a ball! There was a section only for children under 4, which held her interest for a little while, but she really wanted to be on the bigger slides. And, being the fearless girl she is, she did the big one and loved it! Once they were worn out and tired of the water, we went to Chick-fil-A for lunch and more playing. I was super excited that we ended the afternoon with a great nap, for both of us!

cause bubbles make everything more fun

2011-07-26T19:38:00.001-04:00